Always Being Ditched

I hate to sound like I am complaining but it just really plain old sucks sometimes. I like to think I am a relatively good and nice person but sometimes I am just treated like crap. When I sit and look back, it seems there are so many times that I have been ditched or left behind. Being all my friends left the dance while I was still getting my things together (and we were all going to my house so they were all there before me) or simply changing or cancelling plans. I especially hate the boyfriend card. I really don't care if you have a boyfriend. I get along fine with the boyfriends but why is it necessary to ditch plans with me to go out with him. You were the one that wanted these plans in the first place and now I have to do it alone.

Sorry. If you guys really knew me, you would understand better. I normally don't let these kinds of things get to me but after awhile it all just builds up. And it hurts. Makes me just want to stay home alone and stop trying. But thankfully I am not dumb and I do like humans so I don't just stay in my room like a nub (is that right?).

Anyways, I am not going to let that get me down. Next week I get to see my BEST FRIEND!!! I am so excited! I miss her so much. We are roommates so this winter break has been torture. Plus we are finally exploring the city of Milwaukee around our campus and we are going to go to AJ Bombers for lunch. It sounds delicious and the have a veggie burger so I can't wait.

Adina and Me

Ta Ta. See you tomorrow ;)

{ LovingLuuna }