It all comes back to me Loving you more than you Love me

I am going to be honest. I am currently writing this as I am crying. Does it ever happen to you where you have so much going on that you just need to cry? This seems to happen to me not frequently but not never either. I just have so many things going on in my life and then there was one more thing added to my pile that I take off my glasses and cry. Rub my eyes and fall apart. There is just so much frustration inside of me sometimes. Part of it is because I feel more for people than they do for me so I end up having "higher"expectations I guess and they continue to fail me and I feel disappointment. It makes me remember that they don't love me as much. It hurts but it is reality. Ugh! Seriously I don't have time for this!