Currently I have something in my life I have always dreamed of happening in this way and it is actually a real thing and happening to me! My ideal way of "dating" someone would to just start of chill, hang out, gradually kiss and such and just see where it goes. At a certain point me and the person will kind of talk about how things are going and the label we want to apply up until this point we are just friends feeling each other out and seeing how we feel.
Sooooo what's happening in real life is basically that. I meet this person on an app and we chatted a bit and then come to find out they are in one of my classes. So at this point we have only seen each other in class but haven't talked in person. Now this is about 2 months in to the semester, and we meet on the app at the being of the semester, and we would only text once in a while if I had questions about homework but we didn't talk beyond that.
Then about 2 weeks ago I had texted this person and we were just chatting and then they just asked what my intentions were. They didn't want to waste their time on any bullshit relationships or anything. I just said after our chats it seems like we could be good friends. So we continued to chat and our conversations really flowed and I was surprised. We have class twice a week and I still didn't talk to them then that week in class. I would want to but I just had no idea what to say!
April 23, we had class and I didn't talk to them! Ugh I am so lame. After class I texted them and we chatted back and forth and then they said to come hang in their room and they would show me some of the music they like since we talked about showing each other that. So I was freaking out on the inside because I was afraid of any awkwardness but I agreed and went up to their room in the dorms.
We talked for 5 hours that night. 5 hours! I still can't believe it. And it wasn't all surface stuff. It was real stuff. As I left, we hugged no big deal and I had to go home for the weekend. That weekend we texted just a little and it was chill. But honestly I missed them. I really enjoyed talking to them.
Sunday, April 26, we were texting and I was saying how I hope to see them before class on Tuesday. So we ended up hanging out Monday night and watched Ghost Adventures which at first I was like.... Umm, this is different. But it is actually an alright show. For the first episode, we were each sitting on different ends of the bed. Into the second episode I laid down because my back was hurting. Some how we ended up laying next to each other and then we were cuddling and just being close to each other. They then had said it's bad how much they wanted to kiss me. So some how later in the night we kissed. And kept kissing. And somehow I ended up staying the night. I had absolutely no intention of sleeping over. We fell asleep around 6 am... opps!
Since then we have hung out everyday. It's crazy! in a good way. We've slept together the past 4 nights now. I never meant for this to happen. i seriously went into this wanting a friendship and now is this amazing friendship but we kind of like each other as more? and we kiss and care about each other.
The thing that baffles me the most is that all of this has happened in a week and a half since we hung out in person for the first time. How does this happen?
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